My life sucks.. yep.. Whose doesn't.. :)
Life as such is not beautiful.. It can't be.. Its not meant to be.. But there a million beautiful things in life to distract us from the pain and the struggle.. I find myself complaining way too much about life.. Things which seem insignificant to others appear like the biggest problem ever to me.. Well, for one,its happening to me and yeah its supposed to look that way so that I can work on it.. But the thing is I complain and don seem to work on it.. The chirpy cheerful the guy with a smile on the face has been missing for a while now.. Thank god I realised before he got wiped away from the face of the earth.. The thing is there's nothing wrong in complaining to yourself.. We have the freedom to.. What can we do about the things that we have no power to change, adjust.. yes but with a few complaints.. What worries me is I've been worrying my friends with my problems.. Not really but I feel paranoid at times.. My god 've been sayin so many silly things to so many of them recently.. reflections of my poor run in life.. The wheel rotates,time heals everything.. All I need to do is give time,time.. When time gets itself busy in changing the lives of people, I decided to change myself.. People find us amusing only when we lend a shoulder to their sadness and sorrow and not dump them with your own problems.. For instance, When a good friend of mine comes to me n says "Dude I got fired :( " and for which I must be supportive and wipe his tears.. Instead if i say " Man you're lucky.. You just got fired Atleast your math ma'am did not send you out" My good friend will turn to be my Ex-good friend.. Everyone's got problems.. Mine's no way bigger than any of those.. So I must stop complaining and I just wish i could Shut up when circumstances demand.. So 'm telling myself "STFU"