It has been a while. Not just a while. It has been years.
3 years and a few months to be precise.
Its like getting hit so hard that I'm on my knees and I have lost all the strength to get back up.
I am exhausted. I always thought giving my best meant reaping the rewards for the effort that went in. I never once realized that my best need not always be good enough.
Its hard. Its like walking down some road blindfolded, knowing that there's a cliff in the end.
I had to come back to this place.
I had to ask for help.
It happened again today. After a long time. After giving everything and losing it all.
I prayed.
3 years and a few months to be precise.
Its like getting hit so hard that I'm on my knees and I have lost all the strength to get back up.
I am exhausted. I always thought giving my best meant reaping the rewards for the effort that went in. I never once realized that my best need not always be good enough.
Its hard. Its like walking down some road blindfolded, knowing that there's a cliff in the end.
I had to come back to this place.
I had to ask for help.
It happened again today. After a long time. After giving everything and losing it all.
I prayed.
